I woke up scared to a world was grey
From underneath my door
My blood was crawling away
And laughters I heard so long ago
Came back tonight said don't let go
There is still hope that lies ahead
-who are you talking to son?
-no one it's all in my head
I'll shed the last tear and I'll go to bed
I'll have one last hug before I'm dead
She covered me and sang the last lullaby
I made believe that I won't cry
She said goodnight
I said goodbye
But will the pain end up tonight
And can their darkness beat my light
Innocence burning in my heart
Questions burning in my mind
Is it strength to face the reaper?
Or is it strength to suicide?